I’m joining the Gypsy Mama and her Five Minute Fridays. Rules are: for only five short, bold, beautiful minutes. Unscripted and unedited. We just write without worrying if it’s just right or not. Won’t you join us?
I’m rarely awake early in the morning. I wish I was a morning person, but alas, my butt just can’t leave the comfort of my bed at a decent hour.
So, instead of going to bed early, making bright morning rising easier, I stay awake.
Awake in the depths of the night. My mind racing and unable to sleep.
And, at the same time, I’m so not awake. There are times when God shakes me, blantantly calling me to open my eyes.
To wake up.
To realize that the path I’m on, the place I’m at, is not the one for me.
I am meant for better things.
I am meant to worship with my peers. To grow in a community I can relate to. To learn. To love.
Not to feel forced out of my passions by “well-meaning” people who are looking to “give me a break”
Not to feel as if I’m alone in a crowded sanctuary
Not to feel like I’m asleep.
I’m meant to be
Jessica shared this link via facebook the other day and it really “woke me up”
Now, to stay awake.
Video Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1IAhDGYlpqY;feature=youtube_gdata_player